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Monday 30 April 2012

ini semua ujian dari ALLAH SWT :)

 



mungkin hari nie da sampai kemuncak tahap kesabaran aq..i can't be tough anymore...sumpah aq da x tahan..xtahan ntuk sembunyikan rase sakit hati,sedih,kecewa n so on..aq da x kuat ntuk sabar..aq da x kuat ntuk simpan semua nie sorang2..cause i'm DOWN tahap dewa ! i need someone to give me support...dulu i thought yg aq boleh hadap semua nie sorang2..without babitkan sape2 pun..xde sape yg perlu tawu..cause i thought that i'm strong enough..but seriously now i realize that...i'm not that strong ! i'm not a LIONHEART !
i can't stand it anymore ! 


besar sangat ke salah aq??sampai nie yg aq dapat..yea..aq tawu..nie semua ujian dr ALLAH SWT...dan aq x sepatut nye mengeluh..tp aq x mengeluh..aq terime semua nie..n i keep trying to be calm..aq da cube tahan n sabar..tp hari nie..aq mmg da x boleh..da x tahan sgt..it's hurt me..n for sure killing me inside :(
i've done my very best ntuk puaskan hati mereka..tp mereka x pernah nk pandang kebaikan yg aq buat.. hari2 nak cari salah aq..cume sebab aq da buat satu kesalahan..xkan la sebab that mistake..mereka nk hukum aq sampai mcm nie..aq x sengaje ! aq xde niat nk buat kesalahan tu..da mmg tercatat pd takdir aq..mmg bkn rezeki aq kat situ..ape yg aq boleh buat lagi ?????????????i've done my very best :(
mereka sama sekali xtawu keperitan ntuk hadap that 2 years..being one of permanently banned junior was so terrible..tp aq x pernah bebankan mereka dgn ini..x pernah cerite pun..cause aq xnak jd big burden..
tp tolongla faham perasaan anak mude nie..sy terima kalau mereka nk hukum sy..tp tolong jgn hukum gune emosi mcm nie..semangat sy da hilang..sy hampir give up..mereka buat seolah olah mase depan sy mmg da gelap..sy x mampu nk tenangkan n positifkan semua kate2 mereka tu sorang2..semua tu terlalu sakit !


pliss stop it ! tolongla..hati aq da x kuat nie..tlg la faham..hari2 kene hadap mnde yg same..kesakitan n keperitan yg same..sape yg dapat tahan ????kesabaran pun boleh habis..kekuatan pun da x cukup..kalau la kekuatan n kesabaran tu boleh top up mcm top up kredit fon..senangla..x kesah pun kalau kene terime semua nie hari2 kan..mereka buat sy rase yg sy nie manusia yg sgt teruk..manusia yg cume tawu susahkan hidup org..manusia yg langsung xde gune ntuk org lain..sampai mcm tu sekali kan...aq da cube fikir positif.. tp semua nie mmg xboleh nk dipositifkan ! mmg x boleh ! sebab kate2 mereka terlalu tajam !
ya ALLAH SWT tolongla!!!!!!!!

i can't continue my word...sy da x mampu..sy x pandai meluahkan !

SICK OF CRYING
TIRED OF FACING
YEAH I'M SMILING
BUT INSIDE I'M 
DYING !


Tuhan..tolong dalia..tolong la bg dalia kekuatan nk hadapi semua nie..tolongla lembutkan hati mereka ntuk terima dalia seadanya..tolong jgn buat dalia putus ase...tolong la bagi dalia yg terbaik ntuk hidup dalia.. tolongla ya ALLAH ! tolong bagi dalia pelangi yg indah bile berakhir nye kesuraman nie..
subhanallah ..


*aq tawu post nie mcm x patut ditulis..sebab menampakkan lagi yg aq lemah..but i'm sorry..
aq perlu melepaskan nye...walau x semua..at least sikit..cause i'm really hurt..
no one ! there's no one can understand how's my feeling ryte now :(






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Wednesday 25 April 2012

awak special ^^

 




A best friend is someone who dances with you in the sunlight and walks with you in the darkness, never leave you alone.

i'm talking about her :) the one that make me happy.make me smile.make me myself wonderful.
also make me be myself. dear , i love you.


alolo comel nyer makwe sy ! hey ! jgn amek ehh..sy punye nie..sepak kang !

our life are filled with simple joys and blessings without end . and one of the greatest joys is having YOU as a very best friend . :)

mokk nadia . cool kan name tuh ?? whooaa.. haha :P
budak yg bajet cute kat atas nie la mokk nadia..ahhhahaa..*mmg cute pon :)
okela..meh kite story mory ea..
insan comel nie la best friend kite..bkn kat dunia je..tp kawan baik dunia akhirat..
kami memang rapat..we're just like sisters :)
we're share stories , experiences , joys , sadness , foods , most everything la kami share
*but kami x share BOYPREND...hahhaa
seriously mokk...i miss how we used to laugh about random things together :)
that last two years with you was damnly awesome sis !

budak ini sgt awesome sbb dye selalu ade bile sy perlu..bile sy x perlukan pun dye ade..hahaha
*kejam giler ayat :P...kidding la mokk !
she's nice , cool , caring , supportive , GREAT !
words can't describe her :)

i really hope that u'll be with me forever sygg :)
keep on support n make me smile like always..heww :')
i do love you...*ntah brape juta kali da cakap kn..hahaha
doa la nanti kite dapat further study same2 k..
retains our friendship forever girl.. !
 
nothing much to say..like i said..words just can't describe her :)






i'll always be beside YOU until the very end :)


  
*i think that's all from me..with that i thank you :)





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Monday 9 April 2012

maybe one day :)

 


  

hollaa world.. :)
ish..knape ahh lately nie macam malas sgt nk update belogg..haihh
x mcm dulu kan..kencang update siang malam..huahua
nie semua malas punye pasal la nie..haiyaa
i'm not in mood typing lerr..
but now..mmg malas nak update..tp..
ade something yg buat dalia nak menaip..hahha
*terase ayat mcm keling =.=

nie haa..td layan lagu cody simpson..fuhhh..
lagu2 dye best doe..layaannn giler..hahha
dalia suke lagu on my mind yg dye nyanyi..*lagu dlm belogg nih la
time tengah feeling2 tuh..terpandang la dekat side tuh ade lagu cody simpson yg laen..
tajuk dye DONT CRY YOUR HEART OUT
perghhh...lirik dye hebat ahh..suke3 !
as a girl yg baru je kena "main" dengan boy kan..
hahha..cewahh..ayat x leh blah uhh..
suddenly terberangan pulakk..
if one day ade org yg cube ketuk pintu hati nie ntk masuk kan..
then dye dedicate lagu nie ntuk dalia...
whoaaaa...sweet lorh !
heww :')

lirik lagu dye mmg kena ahh dgn situasi tu..hakhak..

dah ! sudah ! stop dreaming ! ngehngeh
saje je berangan kejap kan..buat isi mase lapang..haha
okayy la..this is the song :)





p/s : cody simpson nie comel kan :')


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Friday 6 April 2012

ana uhibbuki fillah

 


 
awak !!
pause lagu dlm belogg nih..then play yg nie taw :)




whoaa...lame giler da x update belogg nie ehh...
not in mood r nak typing2 nihh..idea pun xde nak tulis hape...
byk je yg boleh dijadikan topik ntuk dalia tulis kan...tp nak buat cane...
pabila rase malas menguasai diri kan..huahua..

haaa...entry nie sebenar err khas ntuk kawan kite...
kawan yg selalu ade dgn kite x kire susah atau senang :)
alaa...dye nie mmg baik..cume dye je yg selalu xnak ngaku yg dye nie baik..
malu la tuh..hee ~

thanks awk sebab take care pasal titeww *oppsss ter wermpitz lakk..haha
( kite belajar bahase rempitz nie kat seseri ..hee~ )
thanx jugak ntuk entry yg awk da buat ntuk kite..
lepas bace belogg awk kan..terus rase sakit tuh hilang !
hahhaa...saje buat gempakk eaa..heww

awak tawu..awak nie kan kadang2 tuh suwitt sgt..
hahha...most of the time la awk jd sweet.. :)
untung laa dalia ade kawan mcm awk kn..hahha
bangge x ? hee~

thanx coz always be by myside :) thanx ntuk support yg awk bg jgk..
that's more than enough to make me G.E.M.B.I.R.A :)




hahh ... dalia bkn la nk jadi sweet kan..
hahha..tp lagua dua nie ikhlas dalia dedicate ntuk awak
TEMAN terbaik dunia akhirat :D
wajib dgr taw !





kite suke sangat lagu nih...
titeww harap awk pun cukeww...ahhhahaha


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